naya_babay

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 00:42:39 GMT

OOOOOH,
an invitation?
ohwell...

i found my Emery cd haha,
im stoked.

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 06:04:13 GMT

Today, I was taking a serious shit when the light bulb burned out. I am terrified of the dark and began wailing and crying. My mom had to pick the lock and get me out. I'm a 17 year old guy and captain of the Varsity football team. My little brother recorded it and plans on showing everyone. FML

i love this website, its amazing.

i wish i was in Boston right now.

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 00:30:39 GMT

I was hanging out with Joel, Jeremy, Sam and Aaron the other night and me and Joel got to talking about Mallory and everything that happened to him because it really hurt him so i went up to him and gave him a hug and he asked why and i told him that what happened to him sucks and he said "Lanaya the same exact thing happened to you? You deserve a hug too." Then i realized he was right, i didnt really get that. But i then realized that i just dont care, at all. Yeah what Jason did sucks ass and nothing like that has ever happened to me, nor has anyone ever treated me that way, but i just didnt care.
I still dont care, the only reason i cared at the beginning was because i had that title to protect.

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 05:28:34 GMT

i am beginning to hate everyone.
people fucking suck.

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 05:56:36 GMT

Harry Potter was such a disappointment

Anyway, saw Chazley tonight, havent seen him in soo long.
i miss that guy haha.

i love taylor ashden baxter, shes probably the best ive ever had :]
hhaha

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 21:01:47 GMT

Haha people make me laugh out loud.
girls are manipulative bitches, i hate them.

Relationships are a fucking joke.

Last night was the first time ive been completely sober in two weeks.

I got a new baby, ill post a picture soon :]

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 02:36:05 GMT

i was never nor will i ever be good enough for you...

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 23:04:00 GMT

I got a job being the assistant to my step mom,
haha fucking super.

i got me ears peirced and i almost passed out, ha im such a pussy.
how did i ever get my septum pierced three times without even thinking twice?

tomorrow is fourth of july
Me and Jason are going to my aunts house so everyone can meet him, im kinda nervous ive never brought a boy to meet my whole family before hahaha niice, then we are going to his grandmas house to drink and swiim :]
im excited.
He is such a good person, im happy.

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 10:56:50 GMT

Niki got a new car, spit on that too.
i also spit on my hand today, it was gross.
haha,
so apparently im manly.?
i love how i already have drama.
Bitch you did this to yourself, if your going to be pissed that your ex boyfriend is talking to other girls then you shouldnt have fucking broke up with him after Three fucking years for another guy?
Live with your fucking choices.
Hes happy, i make him happy.
I dont make him feel like shit, constantly.
bah, this shit is fucking stupid.

oh man i havent been this angry in so long,
i really dont deserve this, and neither does Jason.

updates

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 00:33:43 GMT

I went to the fair on saturday, it was amazing :]
i spit on some guy, oooops.
i was exhausted all day due to the fact i got barely three hours of sleep the night before.
not a smart idea haha.

i think i might have a little crush on my friend Jason haha.
which is random and funny if you know him ha.

bleh, i saw Michelle on friday night,
i enjoyed it.
i honestly miss that girl.
i just miss the way shit used to be with us haha.
TSH :]

oh god we were so awesome.

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 06:51:05 GMT

Tomorrow is the day,
i just realized that tomorrow is the eleventh.
Ive been waiting for this day since i knew it was coming and i think im just going to be really sad.
i wanted to say bye and actually hang out with him before he left.
Oh well,
i love him and he knows that
im happy that hes following his dreams and making something out of himself.
i wish him the best in everything that he does.
im sure ill talk to him eventually.

blahblah
im such a cry baby and i get stuck so easily.
hahaha.

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 19:19:16 GMT

I love my little brothers girlfriend.
she is honestly like my little sister.
i think its so funny how theyve been together for 3 years
and i cant seem to keep a boyfriend for more than like 4 months haha.

oh well.
I love you Steph.
:]
hhaha

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 02:00:50 GMT

ive been stuck at home for the past three days.
bah.

I chipped my front tooth in my friend Leons shower.
it was epic hahaha.
and it was all Taylors fault.

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 10:23:52 GMT

Tribal Seeds is this weekend.
im not too sure if im going yet.
oh well.

i seriously cant wait for New Moon and Harry Potter.
My sister is asking for the 16th off so we can go to he midnight showing of HP.

oh man i love it.

Ah, ive been hanging out with Brandi a lot lately.
its really good, i love her, and i missed her a lot.
Ah, we went through all per pictures and all her polaroids.
oh man, i really miss everything.
everything has changed so much haha its crazy.
its whatever though.

Fri, 22 May 2009 07:35:35 GMT

i went to the beach the other night,
it didnt do anything for me.
i was really disappointed.

i need a beach trip soon.

i want to go with you before you leave, but im terrified to let you know that.

Thu, 21 May 2009 23:09:02 GMT

Less than a month,
i shouldnt be excited but oh i am.

Tue, 12 May 2009 00:22:41 GMT

I fell in love this weekend haha,
This kid has the most amazing voice ever and i just wanna pinch his cheeeeks :] hahaha.
He sang oasis to me, and then i sang Spill Canvas to him, it was magic haha.

Anyway,
on the real
im going on a date with my friend Shad, its totally random and funny.
and its the first date ive ever been on haha
i have to prove to him that im not a heart breaking succubus because apparently i broke this kids heart in the fifth grade haha.
And im going to supporrt him and go see Vanguard on the 15th :]
im stoked because i also get to see SFD :]

ah ive had a really amazing weekend,
but it feels like ive done something wrong.
i dont knooow what to do with myself right now.

weekends are for the warriors

Fri, 08 May 2009 18:38:44 GMT

Im going to see Star Trek in an hour,
im stoked :]

Sun, 03 May 2009 19:14:43 GMT

Bahh,
Justice called me Babe the other night, it was funny and awkward.
Im really glad were okay now, because i could not handle all that stupid shit going on between us.
Ah Tribal Seeds play in like a month, im really excited i finally get to see them.

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 04:32:34 GMT

I wish you would leave now,
i cant wait a month and a half.
It wont work.

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 03:04:55 GMT

.stay negative.

Nothing is going as planned.
too much drama for me to handle.
People need to grow up and stop talking shit and acting like a 15 year old girl when youre a 20 year old man.

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 12:34:29 GMT

People really really suck.

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 19:12:23 GMT

nothing has happened latly,
oh yeah it has.

i totalled my car on saturday driving to the beach, i am never following another person ever if i dont know where the place is then im not going haha or im just not driving.
i broke my thumb, this whole weekend was filled with Jakes house haha.
Pimp and Hoe party then just random parties after that, that i didnt dress up for haha.
ah,
i dont have a cell phone, i dont have a car, i dont have a job right now, my life pretty much sucks.
but its a good thing that i know how to stay posi haha.

i miss my car.

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 19:43:14 GMT

i acted dumb as fuck last night.
i should not have shown him that i still care, and that it matters to me.
but what the fuuuck, i know how you feel, i know that you still fucking care and i know that youre just puttin up this front.
i know you better than you think i do buddy.
haha, whatever.

Other than me actin a fool and all that, i had a greaat time last night.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 16:54:46 GMT

a day to remember is so good.
hahaha.

so many good shows are coming up within the next few months.
april 18 is Seconds From Disaster, jeremy is one of my best friends and ive never seen his band.
how sad hahaha, so im stoked.
April 24 is ADTR :] i literally can wait, im going to buy tickets this weekend!
May 3 is houston calls ive never seen them so im going haha.
and then June 6 is fucking Tribal Seeds and One Drop,
the last couple times Tribal Seeds has come i havent been able to see them, even though when they played at World Beat it was free.
ooh well.
im stoked,
and fuck april fools day, and Jeremy.
I woke up to a text this morning saying,
"Naya i think we need to do what justice said and stop being friends:/"
i was beyond pissed off.
i told him to give me an explanation and he just said April Foools!
fuuck that, thats so messed up.
Seeing as Jeremy knows how much it bothered me when Justice basically told me i wasnt allowed to hang out with the people i do, and to stop showing up where he is, - oh because i know where he is at all times-
whatever though, im not upset anymore haha.
blah blah.